The you that you think of as you (and that thinks of you as you, and so on) is not you, it’s just the character that the underlying truth of you is dreaming into brief existence. Enlightenment isn’t in the character, it’s in the underlying truth. Now, there’s nothing wrong with being a dream character, of course, unless it’s your goal to wake up, in which case the dream character must be ruthlessly annihilated. If your desire is to experience transcendental bliss or supreme love or altered states of consciousness or awakened kundalini, or to quality for heaven, or to liberate all sentient beings, or simply to become the best dang person you can be, then rejoice!, you’re in the right place: the dream state, the dualistic universe. However, if your interest is to cut the crap and figure out what’s true, then you’re in the wrong place and you’ve got a very messy fight ahead and there’s no point in pretending otherwise.
But beauty, real beauty, ends where intellectual expression begins. Intellect is in itself a mode of exaggeration, and destroys the harmony of a face. The moment one sits down to think, one becomes all nose, or all forehead, or something horrid. Look at the successful men in any of the learned professions. How perfectly hideous they are! Except, of course, in the Church. But then in the Church they don’t think. A bishop keeps on saying at the age of eighty what he was told to say when he was a boy of eighteen, and as a natural consequence he always looks absolutely delightful.
Intelligent practice always deals with just one thing: the fear at the base of human existence, the fear that I am not. And of course I am not, but the last thing I want to know is that.
Q: Since all is pre-ordained, is our self-realization also pre-ordained? Or are we free there at least?
A: Destiny refers only to name and shape. Since you are neither body nor mind, destiny has no control over you. You are completely free. The cup is conditioned by its shape, material, use and so on. But the space within the cup is free. It happens to be in the cup only when viewed in connection with the cup. Otherwise, it is just space. As long as there is a body, you appear to be embodied. Without the body you are not disembodied — you just are.
So the most important thing to realize is this: Your life has an inner purpose and an outer purpose. Inner purpose concerns Being and is primary. Outer purpose concerns doing and is secondary…. Your inner purpose is to awaken. It is as simple as that. You share that purpose with every other person on the planet – because it is the purpose of humanity. Your inner purpose is an essential part of the purpose of the whole, the universe and its emerging intelligence.
Buddhism stands unique in the history of human thought in denying the existence of a Soul, Self or Atman. According to the teachings of the Buddha, the idea of self is an imaginary, false belief which has no corresponding reality, and it produces harmful thoughts of ‘me’ and ‘mine’, selfish desire, craving, attachment, hatred, ill-will, conceit, pride, egoism, and other defilements, impurities and problems. It is the source of all troubles in the world from personal conflicts to wars between nations. In short, to this false view can be traced all the evil in the world.
Seriously give Tina’s article a read. She’s done a very nice job.
on January 29th, 2009 at 11:31 pm
muahahahahah! You romantic devil you!
on January 30th, 2009 at 2:15 pm
@albert Yeah, I know how to get divorced!!
on January 30th, 2009 at 9:31 pm
Oooh – nice. Have not been on a retreat since last summer when I had 2. Well – that’s not quite true. Have been on several days ones. But a weeks silence is very nice. I’d enjoy meeting Adya too. I’ve been reading and quoting him for awhile. (laughs)
Have fun and I would be interested in a little sharing…
on January 30th, 2009 at 9:58 pm
Tom – thanks for the referral to Tina’s article. Great one. I discovered some of this myself as well.
on January 30th, 2009 at 11:54 pm
Hey Tom,
Loved your insights in Tina’s blog. What you said reminds me a lot of David Deida’s principles as well.
Have a wonderful silent experience with Adya!
on February 1st, 2009 at 10:36 am
@Ariel Wow, I’ve never been compared to David Deida. Gulp! He kind of bores me when I try to read him. LOL Maybe I’ll try reading him again? You never know. But thanks for the compliments. The retreat starts this evening. It will be great!
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